All is Silent

Lately ive been doing a lot of reflecting… I am both happy and troubled. The best way I can describe this feeling is a restless peace. Change is coming; I can feel it. I wanted things to change but now I’m excited and terrified at the same time. I feel more dead and more alive than I’ve ever felt in my life, but I would rather feel like this than drift into stagnant living. Whatever’s coming is coming, so I’m reaching out to grab it, to embrace it. This life is a gift and I’m excited for the future and all the wonderful opportunities I have to make something of it. For now all is silent… awaiting

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screaming silence (nothing)

Life and death collide

im empty inside

vanished is everything of meaning

numbness becomes feeling

im left screaming silence like a lifeless being

staring into nothing

speaking as if someone were listening